Next Stop: Insanity

* Head Desk * here's some arts

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Mon, 11 Aug 2008 16:21:38 GMT

ugh. I can't wait for this month to end. SO tired of this endless cycle.
Heres some arts-

Hay, these look kinda decent!

fail

more fail

epic fail

Idea pose for Ulla on DA

sketches before Tabby death

Tregnose ref mock up

photos

meet Dave:

sneek-sneek.

tada, kitty wings revised

oh haha! i'm alive?

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Thu, 26 Jun 2008 20:42:38 GMT

Ok. long time no post. I should post moar. here is some stuff in the mean time.

ART! OMGNOWAI

can you gues where this is from? huh huh can you?

By koiface at 2008-06-26

idea//scrapped

random

really happy with this, bust still not what i origonaly intended

yay feather orca! I am really liking this

random2

did i post this?
http://img155.imageshack.us/my.php?image=thingxo4.jpg

i have some other sketches like this too

and more like this too

nothing to see.

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Fri, 30 May 2008 05:59:39 GMT

I don't have art. i may not have some for a while.

I think this month breaking point just happend. My big black cat has not been coming around as much and this evenin he did not come by at all.

man, i really hate this place. It seems there is just so much pain here and honestly i feel utterly alone. even if I logicaly know i am not alone and that reasonably i have a lot...it does not feel that way...and that hurts. I really hate ending another day knowing i spent it boxed inside this house speaking to almost no one else but my family. pretty pathetic huh.
I was handling the emotions ok until the stray cat did not come by..and i've been lingering over photos of my other cat Nova, who is burried in the back yard.

all i can think is that moving just can not happen soon enough. This place really has heald little more then mysery and lonelyness and I am tired of being home sick for trees and animals and all the things i can relate to that just are absent here. The people here are different. City people that only know a City life. Ah well. I gues to a certian degree that is life right?

I really do not like feeling this way. I am too tired of it. I hope we get this house on the market so we can move and once again live in a place that is at least of some comfort.

life. huh.

______________________-----

just an emotional rant. tomorow morning i will be fine. right now i am just letting out some stress and extra emotions. ^_-

oh stuff. art.

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 05:28:54 GMT

random stuff:

maD cheshire char:

alien idea. kinda. not sure:

this rave pose refused to work for me >_<

new guy char. not sure on a name yet....but i am thinking Ben( what is it with me and one sylibal names!!!) omg that anatomy is nasty.

the only decent thing in this post.

AHA! I live!!!?

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Fri, 18 Apr 2008 05:02:47 GMT

Life is full of crap lately.( when does that ever change, yes?)

art under cut.

Rez you bastard.

guy to the left is new. he is now my love.

NYARARARARAR!

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Thu, 03 Jan 2008 00:33:12 GMT

I'll never post those witty funny journal titles.

here is some foodz(art) for thought.

Working on Flare's Ref sheet. She is a very very special dragon to me since she is my only character that is every depicted as being truely happy. That is a big thing for me. I am still searching for that happyness.

here is the origonal sketch. The red lines are from Shin. He helped me hash out some of the scales that were still stumping me:

Another stab at the whales I drew a while ago. I've wanted to draw them for a while, but was not comfident that I could make their design refined enough. this is closer to what i wanted. I'll see what happens to them. Please give feed back on these if you see something in them that could use some ajusting, I would like to know if something should be changed, what that would be. I like the wings the way they are, They are taken after Humpback Whales, and I want a mask on them/plate...but that is one of the things I am running into where I am having a hard time making it look different. I changed the name of them to Cerians to Graves. I pulled the name Cerian out of the air origionaly, thinking it sounded otherworldly..and it was not till this week that I realized how stupid it was to use a name like that. ok, enough blabbering. here they are:

"so, mr.Darcy..."
Kitty and rez cosplay a scene from Pride and Prejudice. GO SEE THAT MOVIE!

A little Shadowmare

I have no idea what to call this. maybe a Tux. I got the idea from seeing a man in a suit.

more of Tux

Art Trade on DA

never finishing this:

no idea what i was thinking:

AHA! life I so love u

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Fri, 16 Nov 2007 02:24:06 GMT

Soo. I never write much? well here is some fun stuff for you guys :D

every time I feel things are getting better, some new crap seems to fall out or the sky. UGH!! this is old news, it's a good one,two,three weeks old. I am just now ranting about it. I'm more sensitive about whining over something in a public way when other people are involved. it just can make things messy you know? I wish this was net drama....it feels like it is..but no. it is real life. Actually I think maybe...maybe I learned something(?) and reacted to stop it from really turning into drama. Still it was enough to hit me in the gut. It affected me bad enough that i could barely eat the first day(why do things affect me like that???) and that was as bad as I was going to let it get. It scares me to death when something gets under my skin like that and i worked over time to get my nerves and mentle state back under control so I could eat and keep my wieght even-keel. It seems I have mostly succeeded in that(YAY) I am not gaining wieght, but at least staying at a safe weight.

Through all this crap, there is something to look forward too:moving.
We are looking at moving as soon as we can...to Oregon! That is enough to almost make up for everything else. I am so excited about getting out of here and going to a place I love. Living back in the type of envirement I love. I have some real plans for when we get up there. There is going to be a good explosion in art and the type of art, photography, and finally i'll look for/get a job. among other things.
I have a lot of my things packed already and I have been busy getting the other house stuffs packed. I am really hoping we can get things to move quickly.( I am SOOOO sick of living in this place)

ENOUGH OF MY GARBLE. that is not why any one is here! here is some...arts..

done with eclipses a while ago.

current Emovent art:

finished line art for Kuraime:

This will be finished when I move:

old sketch i chose not to use:

Mesa mina

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Sat, 06 Oct 2007 02:42:14 GMT

SOME arts. I need to be making more arts though. T_T damn i am emotional.

so this one OC ate. I got a screen shot though. I really love this one a lot but am not going to finish it.

my current state of mind...although in my mind, her head is bashed into the wall and more like raw hamburger/brain. trying to keep it pg13?

I failed horribly at this one. will redraw/color it later:

failure #2
oh and have i shared this yet??
By koishiikitty at 2007-10-05

ARTSARTSARTS!

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Wed, 26 Sep 2007 17:37:40 GMT

gather around kiddies! it is art time!

I have all sorts of will finish,may finish, and scrapping stuff here. so, um yuh. i should post more often?

for mewsagi. I love her. she is among one of the older people i have known on DA and just...I like having history with people like her.

idea being worked on:

for peachfuzz. the second piece of our 4 part trade. will be water colored:

S-CRAP!

Pyro and my still un named dragon:

fuzzy but will be worked on!

pyro human practice. oh i suck at humans. give me your mad human skilz!you know who you are!

Oc with Riku. that was fuuuuuun!

because every one knows i need to draw more of them:

i also have been neglecting dragons.

oh this one is going to be a surprise.

ART! NOWAI!

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Thu, 06 Sep 2007 20:16:37 GMT

Yeah, so I got some of the stuff i took photos up fixed and loaded. I am going to attemp taking photos of the other stuff i have done later. Nuke, did I show you that Male dragon i re-painted????

ok. ready? are you sure?

Ok. so I have not posted anything is so long, but I have been drawing. here is a smalled bit out of Mewsagi's sketch book(and maybe some of Shin's)

this is for mewsagi in her sketch book. black light friendly.

Tralla needed a Revamp! I have not drawn him in forever. this WILL be colored.

Trying to get this colored with pencils.

I had this idea for BeastofOblivions Locks, but so far I am not happy with it. it will sit as a dromant idea.

Trying a griffin type creature.

Random, but I like it and want to color it. it is up for grabs if others want to color it too.

trying to push myself to draw different things. Mirror mask is a good influence.

more randomness

Opalite dragon, part of my dragon bust series.

Fire LD got inked!

perched dragon. saposed to go with some pyo.....but i decided to change it.

and here is the dragon i have seen in my dreams. she is blue and armored. I want to expand her as a character in my art.

oh true thoughts.

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Sat, 18 Aug 2007 06:19:36 GMT

no art. cus I suck at life.

life, you bite, and this city sux. some day you will go into a blender and then be burned, and then burried, and then i will leave you behind and regret nothing. I hate this place.

again you fail at life. good job.

Wierd Things

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Mon, 13 Aug 2007 04:21:33 GMT

DARN IT! I have art. sketches and what not....but nothing really finished of my own.....

I don't seem to get over this feeling of...................not caring. I just really do not care at all.

and even more...it does not bother me that I don't care.

So I have a goal of posting art.............and maybe some time in the future I will post some...hopefully sooner then later.

cketch dump

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Mon, 18 Jun 2007 17:22:38 GMT

all the sketches I have been hoarding so far:

I'm to lazy to post these any other way. the first 4 are a new sketch book(cause I could not find the one i was working on) and the others are all from Shin's sketchbook.

rant

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Fri, 18 May 2007 23:27:16 GMT

Yeah, this is pretty true.

You Are 35% Angry

You're occasionally angry, but it's really not an issue.
While you may give in to your temper once and a while, you're pretty mellow.
And as long as your anger doesn't effect your relationships, then it's probably in check.
You know that anger is a bad habit - and you don't engage in it often.

How Angry Are You?

and you can find way more art here>>
http://biorave.forum5.com/index.php?mforum=biorave

RANTRANTRANTRANTRANTRANT

I'm Quiting art

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Fri, 11 May 2007 17:20:20 GMT

at least I feel like it. It must because it is my week for PMS....but realy...i have this lack of wanting to draw. I would like to be doing anything else but draw..
acualy I have..
but even more, I want nothing to do with DA. I mean really, it isn't just the usual I hate DA feeling... it's like......lets seee, it feels so empty and useless...other then watching other artists. Personal, that is it. When I have been putting art up there, it feels like I am doing it as a machine...not something personal that I am sharing..
and the feedback is equaly horrible usualy. lol. I feel like the drive by car wreck that every one slows down to stare at, then keeps driving.

and when I look at my account, it seems to make me very irritated and feeling snarky.

I want to share my art....but not on some where that is making me feel all irritated at the moment....so Until this passes I am going to open up a forum for dumping my art, and for a few other people I respect to dump thier art. People I feel close to as an artist.

ok. Off too sketch and do stuff.. i'll post back later.

RANTRANTRANTRANT

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Sun, 29 Apr 2007 03:09:41 GMT

FREAKING JERKS! Some artits really have GOD COMPLEXES!!!"oh, her style is not "artistic" enough..ignore her."

Damn stuck up snobs. Now I remember why I ran away from that place.

here is are for you:

RANT! and art

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Mon, 23 Apr 2007 04:22:17 GMT

rant: I HATE BEING SICK! I HATE IT I HATE IT! darn it...when will it end../end rant

I have not been able to do much art the past 2-3 days. sick and so tired.

DSK drak

Cuttledragon

and.. a Windstone PYO I am painting as Shimohi. working on it...I just need to use an acrylic sealer on it.
(the sculpt is copyright to Melody Pena, I am only painting it)
She makes unpainted sculpts now( for those that do not know) that you can buy and paint yourself/....and I FINALY got one. the last two days have been spent painting this.

MRI scans

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Sat, 21 Apr 2007 03:46:27 GMT

Right hand click on the image and select view to see them better.

Be sure to scrole way down

the MRI is taken in slices. so if you were to shave my race in sections going back, like a ham, this is what you would see:
all solid black is empty space. from top left, you are seeing the tip of my nose..going right you start to see the sinus cavaties in the forehead. those last two i moved to swallow cause i felt like i was choking.

Here is the ugly part. the two circles are eye sockets and you can see my teeth. it the middle, well that SHOULD be strait. the lighter gray/white is tissue...you can see one side has more space.....and the other side....doesn't.

now we are going back behind the eyes..to the throat.

the end.

On no she did not!

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Tue, 10 Apr 2007 17:26:53 GMT

before all that,

Oh yes I did!

I am redrawing the horror,

WORKING ON IT STILLL

My new char, Scar Le

what it was before

MEWTWO!

mmm, I tried drawing Jade.

FIREEEEEEEE!

oooh

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Wed, 28 Mar 2007 07:40:43 GMT

I skulped Shimo head out of clay..

working on, I need more emotion in that face

Skull practice

oh gosh..I suck

AWESOME MONSTER that is the baby of Amai and me

oooo prints! black light is way more awesome then cruddy photo

Just another art dump

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Sat, 24 Mar 2007 06:35:23 GMT

my dreamscape journal

the nexy few are Mewsagi SBT pages

Koishii with babies Shimohi and Kunon. Touch them and it is you risking your life.

Rex biting down on a Stega

Yup. original sketch

Still figguring out what to do with this

mostly just my kitties

I got plans for this one
http://img80.imageshack.us/my.php?image=s7se7.jpg

BAAABYY!!!

the day i drew this i was panninking sooo bad.

Max, one of the lds from the club.

did i show this???

(yammer sbt pages)
shimo wants a belly rubb

my deer LD

and icon set for Aiko

lols

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Thu, 22 Mar 2007 19:36:48 GMT

My Desk. I have shark teeth, one is a small Meg tooth, in front of the bamboo plant.

Photos,my Windstones

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Fri, 16 Mar 2007 17:10:14 GMT

I took photos of the two windstones i have. 180 degree photos.
the back one Yammers got for me, and the red one I just got, Captain Mongo sent it to me.

these sculpt are copyright to the windstone company.

Progressive view

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Tue, 06 Mar 2007 07:22:52 GMT

this is the very beggining. here I am thinking," how in hell do i draw this vantage point???"

A little more detail, I am moving the characters some.added the legde.

Moved the characters closer together and correcting the color of the ledge.

here I added more color to the ledge, more definition.

Time for shading and dress refinement.

and here is the pipe.

Pyro works

koishiikitty@gmail.com — Tue, 06 Mar 2007 06:59:01 GMT

I've been trying to design Pyro Aniki's char, so here is the designing process.

first try at color and markings:

Size difference between chars.

Brightened the colors,

decided i did not like those colors and went more gun steel.

those would be some interesting markings on an anthro >_>

changed face markings

this is how his two different eyes see. the blue eye to the left, the gold to the right.

Dream scape markings:

then I decided to change the markings again. I like these a looot beter: